"Whether you want to or not you're intending to, aren't you? All I want you to do is try..." Gar trails off because it's a tired argument and he's tired of making it for now too. He knows that it'd undoubtedly come again.
It's almost easier to talk about the kiss.
Gar lifts his shoulders at the question. "No, it isn't right. I shouldn't kiss you,. I shouldn't want to kiss you," Gar's staring at the floor instead of Dorrek for this. He's never been good at being open and vulnerable with his feelings. He was the guy that always had on a smile for everyone even when he looked in the mirror and all he could see was blood all over his mouth after the first time he'd bitten someone as a tiger. He'd never told anyone. Gar's happy, Gar's always fine. No one needs to worry about Gar.
"But I do. It's just... everything's so...much. You were kind to me even while I was your prisoner but then I wouldn't see you for weeks... and everyone else was awful and until I started tutoring I only had you... and yet it was all your fault that I was there. And you're hot... handsome... and I shouldn't want you or care about you but I do."
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"Whether you want to or not you're intending to, aren't you? All I want you to do is try..." Gar trails off because it's a tired argument and he's tired of making it for now too. He knows that it'd undoubtedly come again.
It's almost easier to talk about the kiss.
Gar lifts his shoulders at the question. "No, it isn't right. I shouldn't kiss you,. I shouldn't want to kiss you," Gar's staring at the floor instead of Dorrek for this. He's never been good at being open and vulnerable with his feelings. He was the guy that always had on a smile for everyone even when he looked in the mirror and all he could see was blood all over his mouth after the first time he'd bitten someone as a tiger. He'd never told anyone. Gar's happy, Gar's always fine. No one needs to worry about Gar.
"But I do. It's just... everything's so...much. You were kind to me even while I was your prisoner but then I wouldn't see you for weeks... and everyone else was awful and until I started tutoring I only had you... and yet it was all your fault that I was there. And you're hot... handsome... and I shouldn't want you or care about you but I do."